fool

 i was a fool for waiting

i was a fool for thinking you could be anywhere near ready to accept a love like mine 

i was a fool for taking your word at face value, instead of seeing they were from a girl scrambling to appease me

i wanted to believe you

i wanted it to be you

and it’s so obvious, given the gap between where i am now and where you are, how far apart we’d have been 

i’m glad you saw that