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 for walking away when you knew i cared more than you did

when you knew i couldn’t be casual about almost anything 

when you realized the pedestal i put you on was going to ruin me, and anything we’d built, when i took you off it 

i don’t know if i’ll ever know what a healthy love looks like

but i know im grateful you didn’t let me love you the way i wanted to

and i’m sorry i ever asked that of you