maybe that’s all self love needs to be

to stop giving in to every reflex

to no longer indulge in the things i beat myself up for indulging in

to go without in the pursuit of something greater than i’ve managed thus far 

a healthier frame

a more stable mind 

a better relationship with myself so i can have the relationship i want so desperately with others 

maybe that’s all it needs to be 

maybe that’s where i put my focus next